Siwon My friend~! We just met Siwon's close friend in Robinson's Ermita


The day started when I texted Ekah if we are gonna go to wherever she is gonna go... And well it just started there... we went out to buy medical supplies and Derek was as usual late. We were at D. Jose already when Derek left Bulacan sow heck right. There are lots of stuff to do and lots of tuff to see. after buying Ekah's medical supplies we wend back to Avenida and waited for Derek to arrive.

Derek arrived. He was out because he needs to but a gift for a friend who will be celebrating her debut tomorrow. The three of us were craving for SAMGYUPSAL and decided to go to malate to eat and look for derek's gift. after arguing with derek about what gift to buy and finally he did choose one and paid for it. we kept on teasing him to buy us some food. but who knew that the exciting stuff would happen after that.

We went to Comic Alley coz derek needs to buy something and after that we roamed around some more and after a few minutes of roaming aroung the huge mall we finally got tired. yeah we did get tired. The three of us wanted to sit somewhere but before all that Derek pointed to the applie with a bite. the LOGO of the iMAC center.



we have this habit of checking some stuff online whenever we are in the iMAC center. Ekah and Derek checked out the ipod first since we are all wanting to get the latest 4th Generation model. But i on the other hand went straight to the laptop on the opposite side of the table. There was this one korean guy beside me who was checking his CYWORLD. Derek saw what he was browsing so he also thought of opening some of the SUJU member's Cyworld or mini hompy pages.(talk about having no originality DEREK~!) First we were like confused why the cyworld would not open. The nice Korean dude not to mention tall and sort of handsome even lended us a hand. He read what was written and tried to check what he can do but he was also busy coz he was checking out the latest models of the laptop together with his girlfriend. but he kept staring at what we were checking. First cyworld we opened was jungsu's well he looked at it... then the next one was Heechul's and last was yesung's. when we were opening yesung's cy and returned back to heechul's page he then butted in. "I know that guy." then i like looked at him and like O_o?? "so you know heechul?" I asked. "He replied No. " i asked again. You know jungsu?" then he pointed the picture. there was this handsome guy standing behind Heechul...

"SIWON?"

He then went back to the laptop that they were checking and i said to ekah...

"Ekah! friend xa ni siwon..." and the girl just replied "ANO?" the clueless girl just said not clearly hearing what i said. then after understanding everything we all like cant breathe and hyperventilated and i dunno what happened next but my knees felt like jelly and i cant stand properly.

The guy even opened his cyworld and showed us his pictures with Siwon... I was like O_o~!!!! HOLY SHIT. he wasn't kidding...

then the girl asked what was it about and he mentioned Siwon's name again and again. and we heard the girl say really??? sorry but i still have my rust mandarin handy... the girl asked (Chen de ma?") which means really... if i recall that right. derek then checked the sjuph sites and sjphils sites and the guy was really staring at what we were looking at.

we just walked out of the place when the sales lady was like being mataray and telling us not to do something... *** This part if kinda forgot ***

what was important was i got to remember the best parts and the parts that mattered...

another connection to SUJU hahahaha...
first we had J******* L**
Now we have In MiYOUNG~!

"Every Child Grows Up... Except for One..." - PeterPan Movie
(Make that two... For the moment)

Peter Pan is Teukkie and Teukkie is Peter Pan. He was in love but because he doesn't want to be a man He stayed at Neverland. Wendy on the other hand at first didn't want to be a lady. She just wants to be happy and thus Peter taking her to Neverland where she found happiness but that happiness is not forever coz in the latter part she would need to decide if she wants to be like this forever or go home and grow up. Wendy fell in love with Peter and with that, it was already a sign of her being mature to have those feelings for another person and of the opposite sex.

Neverland is equal to FANDOM. my SUJU fandom that is. I'm happy being there but will it be forever? Will i forever be acting like a child who doesn't want to grow up because i dont wanna leave the love i have for HIM. Yes it's Him. That guy with the dimple who has a very contagious and funny laugh. One day will i choose to grow up too? Will I leave Neverland and Grow up too? That one i do not know for sure but for now i will just enjoys staying at Neverland and be with him and stand by his side.

Captain Hook. He ruins everything... *Insert trollz here*
Yeah... they ruin everything.

I cried a lot of times. I even cried last night (again...) just because joked the Teukkie is already in love. That one i'm not yet ready for.

And yeah... It is another blog...
I admit I'm new here. And i may be a noob here in LJ so i hope you bear with me.

The banner is Generic... It's one of those default ones that you see when you sign up. I know I'm really a hopeless case when it comes to layouts and stuff... so i'm calling out to my sons and daughters who love me so much... (I know you do)

can you guys do something about this? ^__^


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Oh yeah... My LAPTOP just crashed~!
can you just imagine that?! My life is in there. Everything that made me happy was in that Crappy computer. My lemon fics. My suju clips and all the loved perfs since i dunno when~! syetness in the sense that i think i know what had caused the damn thing to crash.
a God damn EFFIN' VIRUS~

So I CURSE you people who make VIRUSES~! you are the VIRUS of this world. My Siwonnie did not do anything to you why did you have to infect him. He was just there being a very reliable laptop and you ruined it~ yeah you ruined it~
YOU RUINED MY HAPPINESS~!

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This would be my fangirl section of this entry...
I was up last night with LUCID_ACOLYTE and DONNAHAE watching some SUJU videos. we like stayed up all night watching them. but before that during dinner we watched the SUPERSHOW DVD and the crotch talk came in...

hahaha... Leather pants is always Love. But why when Leeteuk wears them there's like no bulge or whatsoever. haha..~!
after that they insisted that he does have em. lucky for me we watched the MBC every1 idol show and lalalala~ he does have em. haha... He just has to wear white so that it's visible~!


later... I dunno what were we watching but suddenly...

"If you had one question to SUJU what would you ask?" - LUCID_ACOLYTE

i wasn't paying attention but i heard her... hearing is different from LISTENING.
i then uttered coz my eyes was on the television.

"Why is it that only when Leeteuk wears white IT Bulges???" i said not realizing i said it out loud. Good one Oh reeree. you are one heck of a perv. well why not... I even hated that episode because he was such a major super FLIRT on that episode but from that time i saw that I made it my favorite one~ hahaha..

but my real answer to that question would be.
"Park JUNGSU... Can you R*PE Me?

Last October 16 The day after Donghae's birthday. I was just hanging at the House I cannot say that i was chillaxin' but my room is so hot so you can chill there.I was texting Juae (Chai) and we were talking about Teukkie and eunhyuk forgetting Donghae's birthday I even said that Teukkie is a bad hyung and then after hours of texting chai and bashing teukkie of his actions i suddenly realized and remembered that I forgot my bestfriend's birthday... I Forgot Megan's birthday and i remembered it 4 days later.

Until know i still feel guilty about it. How can i forget my bestfriends birthday. I texted her immediately and said sorry. But i know I hurt her already. There's nothing i can do. I forgot it and i was a bad friend. but i have my reasons too... I got sick. How can you remember that when you are sick. I even cannot get up from bed that time.

If only Megan knows how I feel.

Since three days ako di naka pag online etoh ang nangyari sa weekend that my mum and dad are here...

It was my sister's graduation from Lasalle and my mom and dad arrived for the ceremony last Saturday. They arrived friday at 11.30 am. since 12.30 ang out ko sa office. I did not pick them up at the airport. I just met up with them sa Guevent. I arrived there and wala pa sila dun. Yung andun lang ang Tita ko and my cousin si Ate Janet. Then dumating na rin sila. after nun Si casey naman yung dumating with her team mate. Si Tessa... One of the fastest swimmers ng lasalle. ayun nagulat ako dahil may naghatid sa kanila. Si daddy martin ng kapatid ko... actually crush ko yung martin na yun.. kaya when i went down to say thank you sa naghatid sa kapatid ko nagulat ako nung nakita ko na yun yung naghatid sa kanila.... syet at nagpa cute naman si Jiyoon... (Sorry Teukkie) ayun bumalik kami sa taas tapos kumain sila. the plan was meet up with everyone. like a mini family reunion kasi naman ang dad ko hindi na naka uwi ng manila for a long time. si mum ko naman 15 years so everybody has to meet ayt? ayun pumunta kami sa Valleverde dun sa clubhouse nila. sa coffeeshop dun and bonded a little. usa-usap and stuff...

tapos nung dumating na sa point na kung saan silla mommy matutulog i knew the original plan was for them to stay sa ebil house. pero i just need to hinder that dahil ayoko silang ihatid dun~ as in ayoko. bahala na ano mangyari basta ayaw ko maghatid dun. so i offered mag hotel na lang sila ako magbabayad. (parang ang dami kong pera ah) basta ayoko lang na dun sila matulog kela sarah. ayun so we ended up checking them in sa Mabuhay manor malapit sa heritage hotel. sa Pasay. ayun i slept sa hotel nung friday night.

nagising kami then ate sa cafe nung hotel since may breakfast buffet naman then my mum and dad headed for PICC para sa ceremony and ako naman since planado na yung DIVI trip sama ako sa DIVI trip to buy the shirts for the T-shirt project~!

nung natapos na yung divi trip nagtanong ako kela mommy and they are at MOA. gusto ko pumunta pero pag magkikita sila ng kapatid nya na si sarah wag na lang. sabi ng dad ko punta ao then leave ako pag 5 na kasi they will meet them at 5pm. ako naman ang hassle nun kasi makikita ko pa rin sila. so i decided tambay na lang sa bahay nila DONNA with MAY, kafats EKAH and DEREK. until hindi na sila magkasama ni sarah and the rest of her ebil family.

tapos ayun... masaya tumambay kela donna. nanood kami ng movies.. POPstar the one with aaron carter. tapos nung umalis na sila derek at ekah. nanuod kami nila May at Donna ng mga cuts nung super show at nag iyakan. sisihin nyo ang marry U (at sinisisi ko si teukkie pinaiyak nya nanaman ako) ayun nung 11 nah yata yun sabi ng dad ko nasa poolside sila so i can stay daw sa kwarto. ayun i went home na sa hotel. then bigla ba naman sinabi ng dad ko na pumunta sila dun sa kwarto. si i was supposed to go sa pool na lang muna just incase magtagal sila sarah sa kwarto. tapos timing ba naman nandun sila sa entrance nung hotel pagdating ko. Leche~! ayun i exted the cab the other door yung hindi nila ako makikita and headed inside the hotel without looking back. ayoko talaga makaharap yung ebil pamily. i went straight up sa room tapos wla lang sabi ng mum ko i should have at least said hi. sa akin naman ayoko makipag plastican dun sa babaeng yun. wla lang no comment na ako and went for a warm bath.

the next day.. di pa ko naka tulog ng mabuti ang nanay ko nagyaya mag baclaran may naisip na negosyo. ayun 6 am ginigising na ako. so we went. nag breakfast kami ulet dun sa cafe ng hotel and off we went. pagbalik ng hotel nagligpit to go back sa mandaluyong kasi si kuya jeff ang maghahatid sa mum and dad ko sa airport. tapos sa manda we went to robinsons PIONEER kumain sa mongolian resto dun tapos balik kela tito lambert sa Velleverde pero sa house na not at the clubhouse. usap usap ng konti tapos umalis na kami. then hinatid na namin ang parents ko sa airport. kahit na sandali lang kami nagkasama hindi naman naging masyadong sakit sa ulo ang nanay at tatay ko. my mum understood how i felt towards dun sa kapatid nya...

its uncertain kung ano yung plans nila. i know they are planning to go back here. pero may offer na ang mum ko maging Dean sa isang college of nursing dun sa ILOILO.

naku naman...
and for me.
di ko alam, once we left them sa airport it felt like something is missing.

awwwwww... naku i do miss my mum and dad. but now na graduate na si casey it felt different it felt like it's not gonna be the same. like we need to really grow up and be independent from our parents. ngayon ko lang na feel yun kasi i always act and think like a kid. I guess now i need to GROW UP

Teukkie is made of landi. I was browsing through yahoo photos and i came across this. can you imagine him wearing a white dress with miyo in his arms. it's undeniably him because of the hot toned arms. but why? is he really teasing me?

Teukkie maawa ka naman
pagkatapos mo ako baliwin nung nagpakita ka ng katawan ngayon naman ganito?
mag dadamit babae ka?
di pala husband ang napakasalan ko
WIFE pala kita~

ang LANDI MO~

Labels: jungsu, landi, leeteuk, suju, super junior, teukkie, white dress

Honestly i have missed you~
i really did~

and the song is missing you by trey songz~
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
DONGHAE~