Last October 16 The day after Donghae's birthday. I was just hanging at the House I cannot say that i was chillaxin' but my room is so hot so you can chill there.I was texting Juae (Chai) and we were talking about Teukkie and eunhyuk forgetting Donghae's birthday I even said that Teukkie is a bad hyung and then after hours of texting chai and bashing teukkie of his actions i suddenly realized and remembered that I forgot my bestfriend's birthday... I Forgot Megan's birthday and i remembered it 4 days later.

Until know i still feel guilty about it. How can i forget my bestfriends birthday. I texted her immediately and said sorry. But i know I hurt her already. There's nothing i can do. I forgot it and i was a bad friend. but i have my reasons too... I got sick. How can you remember that when you are sick. I even cannot get up from bed that time.

If only Megan knows how I feel.

Since three days ako di naka pag online etoh ang nangyari sa weekend that my mum and dad are here...

It was my sister's graduation from Lasalle and my mom and dad arrived for the ceremony last Saturday. They arrived friday at 11.30 am. since 12.30 ang out ko sa office. I did not pick them up at the airport. I just met up with them sa Guevent. I arrived there and wala pa sila dun. Yung andun lang ang Tita ko and my cousin si Ate Janet. Then dumating na rin sila. after nun Si casey naman yung dumating with her team mate. Si Tessa... One of the fastest swimmers ng lasalle. ayun nagulat ako dahil may naghatid sa kanila. Si daddy martin ng kapatid ko... actually crush ko yung martin na yun.. kaya when i went down to say thank you sa naghatid sa kapatid ko nagulat ako nung nakita ko na yun yung naghatid sa kanila.... syet at nagpa cute naman si Jiyoon... (Sorry Teukkie) ayun bumalik kami sa taas tapos kumain sila. the plan was meet up with everyone. like a mini family reunion kasi naman ang dad ko hindi na naka uwi ng manila for a long time. si mum ko naman 15 years so everybody has to meet ayt? ayun pumunta kami sa Valleverde dun sa clubhouse nila. sa coffeeshop dun and bonded a little. usa-usap and stuff...

tapos nung dumating na sa point na kung saan silla mommy matutulog i knew the original plan was for them to stay sa ebil house. pero i just need to hinder that dahil ayoko silang ihatid dun~ as in ayoko. bahala na ano mangyari basta ayaw ko maghatid dun. so i offered mag hotel na lang sila ako magbabayad. (parang ang dami kong pera ah) basta ayoko lang na dun sila matulog kela sarah. ayun so we ended up checking them in sa Mabuhay manor malapit sa heritage hotel. sa Pasay. ayun i slept sa hotel nung friday night.

nagising kami then ate sa cafe nung hotel since may breakfast buffet naman then my mum and dad headed for PICC para sa ceremony and ako naman since planado na yung DIVI trip sama ako sa DIVI trip to buy the shirts for the T-shirt project~!

nung natapos na yung divi trip nagtanong ako kela mommy and they are at MOA. gusto ko pumunta pero pag magkikita sila ng kapatid nya na si sarah wag na lang. sabi ng dad ko punta ao then leave ako pag 5 na kasi they will meet them at 5pm. ako naman ang hassle nun kasi makikita ko pa rin sila. so i decided tambay na lang sa bahay nila DONNA with MAY, kafats EKAH and DEREK. until hindi na sila magkasama ni sarah and the rest of her ebil family.

tapos ayun... masaya tumambay kela donna. nanood kami ng movies.. POPstar the one with aaron carter. tapos nung umalis na sila derek at ekah. nanuod kami nila May at Donna ng mga cuts nung super show at nag iyakan. sisihin nyo ang marry U (at sinisisi ko si teukkie pinaiyak nya nanaman ako) ayun nung 11 nah yata yun sabi ng dad ko nasa poolside sila so i can stay daw sa kwarto. ayun i went home na sa hotel. then bigla ba naman sinabi ng dad ko na pumunta sila dun sa kwarto. si i was supposed to go sa pool na lang muna just incase magtagal sila sarah sa kwarto. tapos timing ba naman nandun sila sa entrance nung hotel pagdating ko. Leche~! ayun i exted the cab the other door yung hindi nila ako makikita and headed inside the hotel without looking back. ayoko talaga makaharap yung ebil pamily. i went straight up sa room tapos wla lang sabi ng mum ko i should have at least said hi. sa akin naman ayoko makipag plastican dun sa babaeng yun. wla lang no comment na ako and went for a warm bath.

the next day.. di pa ko naka tulog ng mabuti ang nanay ko nagyaya mag baclaran may naisip na negosyo. ayun 6 am ginigising na ako. so we went. nag breakfast kami ulet dun sa cafe ng hotel and off we went. pagbalik ng hotel nagligpit to go back sa mandaluyong kasi si kuya jeff ang maghahatid sa mum and dad ko sa airport. tapos sa manda we went to robinsons PIONEER kumain sa mongolian resto dun tapos balik kela tito lambert sa Velleverde pero sa house na not at the clubhouse. usap usap ng konti tapos umalis na kami. then hinatid na namin ang parents ko sa airport. kahit na sandali lang kami nagkasama hindi naman naging masyadong sakit sa ulo ang nanay at tatay ko. my mum understood how i felt towards dun sa kapatid nya...

its uncertain kung ano yung plans nila. i know they are planning to go back here. pero may offer na ang mum ko maging Dean sa isang college of nursing dun sa ILOILO.

naku naman...
and for me.
di ko alam, once we left them sa airport it felt like something is missing.

awwwwww... naku i do miss my mum and dad. but now na graduate na si casey it felt different it felt like it's not gonna be the same. like we need to really grow up and be independent from our parents. ngayon ko lang na feel yun kasi i always act and think like a kid. I guess now i need to GROW UP