pELVIC THRUSTS~!082708

Just think that this girl as nothing to do when she woke up at 3.45 in the morning before her birthday i have this favorite youtube clip. It's the SEXY MR FISH clip. it's the compilation of Donghae's PElvic thrust. Honestly i still think that he has the perfect pelvic thrust in super junior. nothing would change... and what i did to evealuate these hot pelvic thrust action. I reviewed all my DOnt don performances and of course it is inevitable i would be looking at their crotch area~! whapack~! haha... i'm not even thinking pervie thoughts it's just amazing how these thirteen guys can execute it well.. where can you see a group who has executed the perfect pelvic thrust and can even innovate the pelvic thrust everytime they have new performances~! so...
Here are my observations!

Donghae's Pelvic thrust is just superb. as i have said earlier he has the perfect execution of thepelvic thrust~! It's just flawless. And i agree donghae is the UBER SEXY MR FISHIE~!

Siwon's pelvic thrust on the other hand is a gentleman's pelvic thrust~! slowly but surely~! and he is shy in doing it if it's not part of the performance.. so you can call it eithr the shy pelvic thrust or the gentlemans pelvic thrust...hhahah...

How about Leeteuk's? well for Eeteuk Oppa. He has the fastest. There is a GIF of his pelvic thrust on our Forum Chatbox and he does it fast. and i mean fast forward fast. on the sext mr fish clip there were parts there that was on slow motion and if you would really look at it closely you will notice donghae in front and leeteuk on the back. leeteuk already has dne two thrust while donghae did one~! so talk about fast thrusting? Teukkie can do that~!

Sungmin on the other hand even if he does the fierce pelvic thrust he does his cutely... I guess our AEGYO prince has done it again... he is ust the prince of cuteness! waaahhhh... SO this means the minnie has the cute pelvic thrust~!

Hankyung also has a fast pelvic thrust but he cannot beat ow fast teukkie can do it~~! haha.. so teukkie is still the record holder among suju members to have the fastest pelvic thrust.


Heechul has the fun pelvic thrust~! coz he does it for fun and you will see that he is having fun coz he would normally ask siwon to join him do it~! haha.. doing the pelvic thrust then the world famous heechul smirk after~! such a hot thing to see.


eunhyuk's pelvic thrust... hmm..let's say it's the dancer's pelvic thrust... why? when he does it its precise. it's really choreographed. but i know his pelvic thrust would make derek go scream~! hahaha...

for kangin's pelvic thrust. I thought this guy would have a very fierce pelvic thrust but just like siwon he has a gentle one~! hahaha...

for kibum's pelvic trust~! i prefer his U pelvc thrusts~! he looks good doing it~! just like his killer smile~!

for shindong?? sorry i have no comment since i never saw him do it~!

ryeowook's pelvic thrust~! well here's what i have to say.. not a rape worthy one. it's like akid doing a pelvic thrust~ he's such a baby~!

yesung.. I haven't seen it~! sorry~

and let's not forget our baby kyuhyun's superb pelvic thrust. who said that the baby cannot do it. he may look awkward in dancing before during the U days but now? it's a totally different story. have you seen his pelvic thrust for the man in love (Galjeung) perfs??? i really have never exected that from him before but now even he is tha baby of suju he makes me go waaaaaaahhh~! when i watch him do his thing on galjeung perfs.

Labels: pelvic thrust, suju

Another day at the hell house~! 082708

i really dont know what to write well i should have written entries about it a long time ago. but i just started now. when i am leaving soon. oh well..

they dont have to worry i wont be stayng here for long and i swear i will never ever even dare to go back~!
i swear it until my nails go blue~! oh wait they are already blue~! what the heck am i talking about.

Today i didn't go o work because i was not feeling well. and yes i hope just did~! i stayed home coz i though that she would not sleep in the room. so there i was in deep slumber when suddenly the door opened and she watche TV like there was only her in the room. she had the volume up once again without a care in the world. talking about doing it intentionally~!
then i woke up early in the morning already at aroung 3.45 am i went down and ate coz nobody even bothered to ask me if i wanna eat dinner that night. then i went back up. ididn;t make any noise at all i just turned on the dim ligts coz im gonna get something. well she just said i was inconsiderate that i just turned on the lights just like that~! well how many times have you done that to me you bitch?! i know i should not be caling her like that but i'm also pissed. let me tell you I am full to the brim of being mad and disgust of their attitude. how many time ave you done that when i needed sleep huh? that is why i prefer to live somewhere else where i can rest whenever i want and do whatever i want. if you are irritated of me then im fine with it. heck i dont care.

and imagine this it is even the day before my birthday and you do this~! haha... let me tell you this i will never spend my birthday here~! NEVER~!

although you are more capable than others. remember all of this, you can never take them when you die~ I hope you mind that.

omma,

and to my mom~ dont even bother greeting me happy birthday. coz this year i will never be happy n the situation i am in~! i dont know why you dont care. you really have no idea. or you just pretend that i am fine under your dongsaeng's wing when i am not.. i really am not. if only i am capable of recording every convo i had with the witch i would have done it so that you can listen to it. listen how evil she can get. I even cried to you on the phone. you know how hard it is for problems to make me cry but you didn;t even take that. are you really my mom?

ahjumma,

you will never gain back the respect i had for you before~! never~! even if they say time will make me forget and heal the wounds you ave caused... Not this time and not me~ you will never get that back i swear. and after i leave you oh so extravagant house. trust me you will never ever see me again. i'll never set foot in your house as long as i live. i hope your conscience bugs you until i dunno~ i may not have answered you back but dont wait for it. i respected you ever since but you taugt me how not to respect you. you are the one who instilled that to me so dont blame me~ blame yourself.


Dongsaeng JNGP,
I dont get why you can be nice sometimes and sometimes be oh so cruel~ iam not sure if you are being instructed to do such evil stuff or whut~ but whateve good luck~ i hope you get good friends.

Dongsaeng,

i cannot take the aggravation they are giving me here. i know you are living like princess getting all the things you want in every whim. so you just take my sacrifices for granted. i hope one day you wake up and find that i am not there anymore. honestly once the parentals decide to transfer here in manila trust me you will never find me here. even if you try.




edit--

now i know why they are acting so strangely. my panda journal is missing~! i mah give it to eeteuk oppa and it is missing~! galing~! so that is why i caught that kid snooping around my stuff when he didnt expect me to be home early. so i dont care. at least they know that is what i think of em~!

Labels: ebil, harrypotter, lost, pissed

i dont know why but what kibum is doing on the SUJU movie ATTACK ON THE PIN-UP BOYS actually is fun. I never thought bashing people because of their mistakes in grammar can be worth my mind off my own problems. I know like Kibum i will move on and stop this but oh well. I will enjoy it while it lasts.


PLEASE refer to this post.

OK so lets start this to be over and done with.

I dunno how old this kid is but the grammar sucks. I know that I am not perfect but i just wanna do it okay. let's just say I am this English teacher and I need to correct this student. Alright then~

Heechul's TV series "Golden Bride" can now be seen in TV 5 (channel 21) in the Philippines. It will start at 7:30 pm every saturday. Don't worry you can still saw it even your tv is not cabled..

- Ok so Heenim's TV series can be seen on channel 5 which is formerly ABC5 Now TV5. The show startes at 7:30 PM every Saturday.here's where it gets funny... Don't worry you can still saw? or should it be "see" it even if your tv is not cable. SHouldn't it be...

You can still see it even if your tv DOES NOT HAVE CABLE~!

OH THERE YOU GO. HEHEHE... correction for first paragraph DONE~!


Ommo! i was really shock to see Heechul in tv since we have no arirang..and i was so happy to watch his movie. Actually i already watch Golden Bride in the internet but i want to watch it again on tv. ELF Philippines will surely can see Heechul now in one of the Philippine channel.

Labels: kibum mode, PHAIL

Yesterday I arrived late for work. I was 8 minutes late to be exact. well nothing was affected of that anywayz. i was just late and took calls for the entire 8 hours. So that means no Pethics mode for me~! sigh~ after calls we straightly got out of the production floor but saw vacant seats on the row for personal internet access near the entrance of the office. i stayed for an hour i guess and talked to SOOJIN and JUAE both my sworn sisters. I love em both. so there. I promised that once i got home i'll be online so that i can talk to both of em, I even hurried home, took the fastest route. I was glad to see that the Ford explorer was out but to my dismay the happiness that was brought be the car being not there was actually an exchange deal of fate. I waited outside the house banging the door so that someone will open. unfortunately no one answered. I was able to come in the house when they arrived. so what's the point i should have come home later. oh well...

i missed talking to soojin and juae. i mean really. it has been a long time since i was able to chat with them for that long. soojin even stayed up late just to bond with me.wow malamig na hangin matutulog na ako

gud mornyt philippines


good mornight blog...

oh yeah before i go... I have discovered what is the specific happy thought that peterpan has so that he can fly.

WIth park Jungsu as peterpan the happy thought would definitely what he sees in the magazines. (You know what i mean) then because of that happy thought he can fly. tenen tenen tenen...

how about mario who turns into a raccoon who also can fly? he must have this happy thought too~!

but why is the monkey who we think is sufficient of the happy thought on his PSP not able to fly? is it because the monkey dont have wings? but peterpan dont have wings and so does the raccoon but howcome they can fly... here's my answer to that question.

The happy thoughts (Yadong)that monkey has in his PSP is insufficient he needs to have loads and loads of em before he can fly... that is his frustration. That is also the reason why he is addicted to getting the perfect happy thought because he's trying so hard so that he finally can fly with peterpan(Jungsu) and Mario(Kangin)...

so think of happy thoughts you will be able to fly.

tenen~ tenen~ tenen~!!!!

Labels: 24 hours, Happy thought, no sleep

It's official i belong with the broken now.
I have been waiting for them to fix it. but they didn't.
why? they should have fixed it. it's just unreasonable and WTF~! i dont care anymore.
Appa said he's planning to go here in manila to find a job. apparently he resigned from his current work because of what happened. Knowing Omma she really knows how to make a scene.
That's why i am not in favor of her hanging out in the office. she's easily pursuaded with blabs of other people. heck~! i hate her~! I hate my omma. I'm not gonna hush it in here. at least here i can pour it all out. i may not tell everyone about this but there are a chosen few who knew about my situation.

Omma,
Why? You really thought you are gonna get away from it that easily dont you? you said before that once casey had graduated you are ready to leave... have you planned this for the longest time? dont you worry if you cut ties i will also cut ties with you. dont expect me to acknowledge you. after all you have never tried listening to what i gotta say. NEVER~! you always tend to listen to others instead of listening to me too... it's just not fair~! and i guess you did it with dad as well... maybe we were not important to you.

Appa,
I know its hard but we will make it. Although she has decided to leave us. I will not leave you. unless i decide to go to korea of course. ^__^. but ofcourse if you can fix it why not.but as they say it's not gonna be like it's brand new. but i hope we can bear with it. a lot of people have different veiws on this, some suggest it's better to separate? some say to try to fix it... me i dont know anymore.

dongsaeng~!
Yah~! do you even know about this? you may be clueless of what is happening coz they keep on saying that they are fine. well they are not. i dont know what you are gonna do about this but i dont care anymore.

Jenny told me i was on tv~!
woot~!
arirang showed me, Ekah and AG.
the part where we were singing miracle~!

I havent seen it yet but i will bukas~!
weeeeee....

I never imagined that this thing would happen to me. They are breaking apart. I thought others just go through this i never knew the next fates victim was me. How ironic right? I was proud to say that we dont go through this kind of obstacle but BAM~! it just happened.

I am actually thankful that I have friends here. If not then how would i go through it.
I always said that people have different trials for me and my family it was more on the financial side. We are not extravagant and we are not suffering poverty so that's why i though that this kind of problem would not happen. It's either one or the other. GOD are you really testing me? If you are then i am so giving up. Do whatever you want i dont care anymore.

I have been living in the EVIL house... WHY? coz i have no choice. i have been trying to get through it since last year. can you imagine what that evil family can do. Those materialistic and egoistic people who always thought that they are superior than anybody else. Which I cannot take. I cannot stand is their attitude. They keep on comparing their family to anyone elses.

The devilita...
You know what she keeps on doing? she kept on making false news about me. she was really nice before but now is the total opposite. it's as if her attitude has taken a 18o degrees turn. she kept on suggesting for me to leave. honestly i cant wait. i really am looking forward to leaving so you dont have to worry. that house and that blue room, it's all yours for all i care.

The devilito...
hmmm... that person with the fatal superiority complex. he really wants no one to be higher than him. in words and in action. he has this image that you think is really clean but you just have no idea how evil he can get. just evil. he thinks his money can be brought when he dies. well most probably not. He screams like he wants the whole world to know his concerns and he gives importance to money more than people. he's also a hater and a valid homophobic. You're not perfect dude deal with it.

AND chuckie....
He loves to do things and make others pay for the price or the blame for his intentional mistakes.
One time i caught this evil kid rummaging on my personal stuff. WHY? i have no idea really. he's just the worst. there was one time that the devilita let go of such fatally hurting words because of what he did. i took the blame and since that day their eyes and ears are always on me. what am i a prisoner? i'm 23 years old for christ sake. can you just loosen up and leave me alone? and for that kid... get off my business.

when i compare my family to the family of the ebil. it's really different. but do i still have a family? i dont know. and i dont care anymore.

Labels: broken, crashed, separated