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Chibu
23 years old, desesyete~!
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TEUKKIETEUK~!!!Freedom

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Jordz SOG JCERS SuJu
Hae.teuk.won

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posers,haters,pretenders,PHAILS,prison
HellHouse,MOM,

Wished
what I want


Teukkie
Siwon
Donghae
SUJU (meeting them would be heaven)
SuperShowConcertDVD(waiting for it)
Korea
Move Out of Hell
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the people i love

*.:.::Jenny::.:.
*.:.::Ekah::.:.
*.:.::Donna::.:.
*.:.::Ken::.:.
*.:.::rachel::.:.
*.:.::Lemonade::.:.
*.:.::Derek::.:.

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August 2008
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THIS IS ME~ LISTEN~!!

Nice and Slow - Usher


credits
i wanna thankyou
Please do not remove this. :]

DonnaHae | EunHae Productions

Sunday, September 28, 2008
@ 11:45 PM



Teukkie is made of landi. I was browsing through yahoo photos and i came across this. can you imagine him wearing a white dress with miyo in his arms. it's undeniably him because of the hot toned arms. but why? is he really teasing me?

Teukkie maawa ka naman
pagkatapos mo ako baliwin nung nagpakita ka ng katawan ngayon naman ganito?
mag dadamit babae ka?
di pala husband ang napakasalan ko
WIFE pala kita~

ang LANDI MO~

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Always Loved

*** I've fallen in love with you again...*** @ 4:08 PM




Honestly i have missed you~
i really did~

and the song is missing you by trey songz~
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
DONGHAE~

Always Loved

Saturday, September 27, 2008
PlAcES..... @ 10:50 PM

-Passenger seat of a car
-Bathroom
-Livingroom
-Teukkie's room
-public Library
-private pool
-beach side (shore)
-a cave in a deserted island
-elevator



tenen tenen...
good places to be stuck or locked in with a guy you like.

Always Loved

successful UNPLAnNED TRIP @ 10:34 PM

Yesterday...
UAAP swim meet in Trace Aquatic Center.
I planned to go and asked Ekah, Donna, and Derek to come with me.
Ekah was not allowed to go which is sad coz she really wanted to see Enchong in person.

I saw my sister was loved by the Lasalle Tankers
i'm proud of her. even if it's already her last year in lasalle i guess everything that happened to her within the past 3 years and 1 term was the most happiest in her life~!


well the journey started when we left Donna's house and rode an FX up to the SLEX. we got off. got on a bus to alabang and then a van. waaaaaaahhhh... you cant imagine how nervous i was since i never been to Los Banos and i have never taken a trip like that before. like you dont even know the destination but just left.

we survive th trip because of my mouth. asking all the police men we came across for directions.

then we finally arrived at the venue and the event that was being played was actually my sister's event. talk about TIMING~!

Casey was happy i was there. i know even if she did not say that she was.
I'm proud of her.

after he IM event we decided to go home since it was already dark and getting late.
i wish i could still watch her events today.

that's all...

will be back in teukkie's arms in a while
he's hot. i know this has no connection with the post i just have to blurt that one out~!


TEUKKIE ______________ ME~!!!!!!!

Always Loved

Thursday, September 25, 2008
He's a FLIRT but i still LOVE HIM~ @ 4:48 PM

Why are you a flirt?
I really dont know why...
and i wrote about it...


You have been flirting with girls on that specific show. and I get irritated. I do for real.
I had this dream that we went out of a bar one night. I was wearing a short skirt and a tank top and you were wearing this simple walking shorts a white shirt and all the girls envied me and same with the guys who saw who you were with.

we walked out to the car and you asked if i wanted to go home. I said no... It's too early.. then your face turned really excited and we drove to i dont know where... but it was a beautiful sight.

You stopped at a cliff overlooking the city with the city lights twinkling like stars from afar. I stepped out of the car at awe with the sight. You then hugged me and i gave you a peck on the cheek and thanked you.

You said you love me and then i just smile. you asked why i did not reply but instead i joked.
I said you stop being a flirt or i will love Siwon instead.

You then questioned me. Why him? why siwon?

i replied i loved him first before i loved you.

You said that's not true. you may have liked him first but you have loved me all this time. you just realized it later...

I really think what he said was true. But it was fun making him think that i'm gonna leave him for his friend.

He then asked what the heck did I like about Siwon and not him. I just replied compared to you Siwon has a very hot body.

He then laughed and said "Oh really?" He took of his white shirt exposing his chest that i loved so much even if he was skinny and compared to Siwon??? you know what i mean.

Then I smiled cheekily and he pulled me closer and hugged me tight. I was just making him feel a bit insecure..
He then asked... Now what do you think... I just said i love him...

then a cold brush of wind came and he shivered a little.

"COld isn't it?" I asked. He then grabbed his shirt and wore it again.

Always Loved

Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I miss the days when they were still cute~ @ 9:47 AM

FT Island is back in Korea to promote their new album. But wait have you seen the difference? They are not Cute anymore. They are even far from looking like what they used to be. They were really a cute bunch but now... They look different... They look like japanese wannabe's. The album also sounds boring. I dunno why... Before when there's no activities for suju we turn our attentions to FTISLAND... now i dont think so...
They all looks so thin. like how japanese guys look.

Always Loved

Monday, September 15, 2008
My love for you.... @ 11:21 AM


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrLseXvV0aI

I am brought to tears watching the rehearsal of the song that made me fall in love with you. why do i feel this way towards a guy who is miles away and could never be mine. The only way for me to see him is through a rectangular screen and with that I am contented. But until when? until when will i be contented of just watching you on downloaded video clips?

I have seen you cry countless times. And with your tears you brought me tears. I would always scream your name when i feel happy, sad or any emotion known to man. Why you? and why do you have to be that star that i can only look and and never touch? are you even human? are you real? I remember that time I first saw you. I mean see you as someone that i would like. It was a HaengBok performance. That performance was really memorable. Coz i fell in love with you on my birthday. Yes it was my birthday.

I hope this feeling for you will last forever. I mean I am happy with you. I hate it when they bash you. I hate it when they make you cry. I just hate it. You dont deserve that. you deserve to be loved and appreciated.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_c-MXMDx_A&feature=related
You work so hard. You work seriously that others dont exactly see. what they just see is the dorky and goofy side. The one who always laugh and smiles. BUt they never saw your serious side. You are often misunderstood. But i understand you totally. I love you

I fell in a hole and i cant go back up. they said that love is like that... but what do you think Oppa. Did i fall in a very deep shit hole now?

You will always be my Panda... That huggable cute cuddly panda bear. I'll never leave your side. I'll be your angel too. Panda angel would always be a match... If i'm the panda then you are my angel...

I love you......


always,

Teukkie's angel... JIYOON~

Always Loved

Wednesday, September 10, 2008
and finally i saw is IT~ @ 9:55 AM

I capped this one youtube clip: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfaBTGcg0xY&feature=related

well honestly i wasn't expecting to see that but it was there. Truth is i have searched HIGH and LOW for the Sexiest Teukkie picture or Vid clip... but this one.... A nekkid picture~
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh...
Lord my eyes was a virgin from seeing teukkie's body now it's not~
Thank You for not making me see the you know what just right below there. I would not have survive. i might have jumped the building or something.

I though Heechul was the only body i will see and siwon.. the usual strippers. but teukkie?
i never saw this coming. it was a big surprise and i love the surprise~

Always Loved

Friday, September 5, 2008
features soonest? X_x??? @ 6:53 PM

have you ever came across a phrase like "Features soonest?"
haha... that's what i saw in the website of the PHAIL ELF Philippines

and then this...

Running ELF Philippines is an exciting and rewarding venture and is not being taken lightly. We would like to thank all those who have waited patiently for this and we are grateful for the support from other organizations for their participation.

my answer:
what do you mean? there's nothing to wait for anymore. we are united because of your undeniable FAILURE~

Always Loved

COULD THEY BE ANY MORE PHAIL? @ 6:46 PM

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can you ba anymore PHAIL?
ang labo ng rules nyo.
gumawa kayo ng rules regarding security kasi nabuking kayo dati ng cassPH sa mga pinag gagawa nyo?
XDD
ur just pathertic~

Always Loved

Wednesday, September 3, 2008
*** Tired bummed and lifeless *** @ 9:21 AM

I really dont have any idea now why am i living on this earth.I realized when i was with Wakzzz yesterday that a lot has changed form me since college. And some did stay the same. Wakzzz told me that i'm still like before who always walks around with a notebook but there's no notes in it but a fanfic. well that hasn't changed at all. and even if it was 3 years since we graduated i never changed that. is it me who changed? or the poeple around me who actually changed? coz for me wakzzz was different from what she was before. hmmmmm honestly i didn't even know how to act around her. so conclusion, I did not change it's them who changed~!

Always Loved