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Chibu
23 years old, desesyete~!
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TEUKKIETEUK~!!!Freedom

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Jordz SOG JCERS SuJu
Hae.teuk.won

Hates
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posers,haters,pretenders,PHAILS,prison
HellHouse,MOM,

Wished
what I want


Teukkie
Siwon
Donghae
SUJU (meeting them would be heaven)
SuperShowConcertDVD(waiting for it)
Korea
Move Out of Hell
Fix what is broken

My Boys
my beloved







friends
the people i love

*.:.::Jenny::.:.
*.:.::Ekah::.:.
*.:.::Donna::.:.
*.:.::Ken::.:.
*.:.::rachel::.:.
*.:.::Lemonade::.:.
*.:.::Derek::.:.

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August 2008
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THIS IS ME~ LISTEN~!!

Nice and Slow - Usher


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Please do not remove this. :]

DonnaHae | EunHae Productions

Saturday, November 15, 2008
Siwon~! My Friend~! @ 3:38 AM



Siwon My friend~! We just met Siwon's close friend in Robinson's Ermita


The day started when I texted Ekah if we are gonna go to wherever she is gonna go... And well it just started there... we went out to buy medical supplies and Derek was as usual late. We were at D. Jose already when Derek left Bulacan sow heck right. There are lots of stuff to do and lots of tuff to see. after buying Ekah's medical supplies we wend back to Avenida and waited for Derek to arrive.

Derek arrived. He was out because he needs to but a gift for a friend who will be celebrating her debut tomorrow. The three of us were craving for SAMGYUPSAL and decided to go to malate to eat and look for derek's gift. after arguing with derek about what gift to buy and finally he did choose one and paid for it. we kept on teasing him to buy us some food. but who knew that the exciting stuff would happen after that.

We went to Comic Alley coz derek needs to buy something and after that we roamed around some more and after a few minutes of roaming aroung the huge mall we finally got tired. yeah we did get tired. The three of us wanted to sit somewhere but before all that Derek pointed to the applie with a bite. the LOGO of the iMAC center.



we have this habit of checking some stuff online whenever we are in the iMAC center. Ekah and Derek checked out the ipod first since we are all wanting to get the latest 4th Generation model. But i on the other hand went straight to the laptop on the opposite side of the table. There was this one korean guy beside me who was checking his CYWORLD. Derek saw what he was browsing so he also thought of opening some of the SUJU member's Cyworld or mini hompy pages.(talk about having no originality DEREK~!) First we were like confused why the cyworld would not open. The nice Korean dude not to mention tall and sort of handsome even lended us a hand. He read what was written and tried to check what he can do but he was also busy coz he was checking out the latest models of the laptop together with his girlfriend. but he kept staring at what we were checking. First cyworld we opened was jungsu's well he looked at it... then the next one was Heechul's and last was yesung's. when we were opening yesung's cy and returned back to heechul's page he then butted in. "I know that guy." then i like looked at him and like O_o?? "so you know heechul?" I asked. "He replied No. " i asked again. You know jungsu?" then he pointed the picture. there was this handsome guy standing behind Heechul...

"SIWON?"

He then went back to the laptop that they were checking and i said to ekah...

"Ekah! friend xa ni siwon..." and the girl just replied "ANO?" the clueless girl just said not clearly hearing what i said. then after understanding everything we all like cant breathe and hyperventilated and i dunno what happened next but my knees felt like jelly and i cant stand properly.

The guy even opened his cyworld and showed us his pictures with Siwon... I was like O_o~!!!! HOLY SHIT. he wasn't kidding...

then the girl asked what was it about and he mentioned Siwon's name again and again. and we heard the girl say really??? sorry but i still have my rust mandarin handy... the girl asked (Chen de ma?") which means really... if i recall that right. derek then checked the sjuph sites and sjphils sites and the guy was really staring at what we were looking at.

we just walked out of the place when the sales lady was like being mataray and telling us not to do something... *** This part if kinda forgot ***

what was important was i got to remember the best parts and the parts that mattered...

another connection to SUJU hahahaha...
first we had J******* L**
Now we have In MiYOUNG~!

Always Loved

Sunday, November 9, 2008
Peter Pan Complex.. @ 6:47 PM

"Every Child Grows Up... Except for One..." - PeterPan Movie
(Make that two... For the moment)

Peter Pan is Teukkie and Teukkie is Peter Pan. He was in love but because he doesn't want to be a man He stayed at Neverland. Wendy on the other hand at first didn't want to be a lady. She just wants to be happy and thus Peter taking her to Neverland where she found happiness but that happiness is not forever coz in the latter part she would need to decide if she wants to be like this forever or go home and grow up. Wendy fell in love with Peter and with that, it was already a sign of her being mature to have those feelings for another person and of the opposite sex.

Neverland is equal to FANDOM. my SUJU fandom that is. I'm happy being there but will it be forever? Will i forever be acting like a child who doesn't want to grow up because i dont wanna leave the love i have for HIM. Yes it's Him. That guy with the dimple who has a very contagious and funny laugh. One day will i choose to grow up too? Will I leave Neverland and Grow up too? That one i do not know for sure but for now i will just enjoys staying at Neverland and be with him and stand by his side.

Captain Hook. He ruins everything... *Insert trollz here*
Yeah... they ruin everything.

I cried a lot of times. I even cried last night (again...) just because joked the Teukkie is already in love. That one i'm not yet ready for.

Always Loved

Saturday, November 8, 2008
How GREAT~! @ 4:41 PM

And yeah... It is another blog...
I admit I'm new here. And i may be a noob here in LJ so i hope you bear with me.

The banner is Generic... It's one of those default ones that you see when you sign up. I know I'm really a hopeless case when it comes to layouts and stuff... so i'm calling out to my sons and daughters who love me so much... (I know you do)

can you guys do something about this? ^__^


***

Oh yeah... My LAPTOP just crashed~!
can you just imagine that?! My life is in there. Everything that made me happy was in that Crappy computer. My lemon fics. My suju clips and all the loved perfs since i dunno when~! syetness in the sense that i think i know what had caused the damn thing to crash.
a God damn EFFIN' VIRUS~

So I CURSE you people who make VIRUSES~! you are the VIRUS of this world. My Siwonnie did not do anything to you why did you have to infect him. He was just there being a very reliable laptop and you ruined it~ yeah you ruined it~
YOU RUINED MY HAPPINESS~!

***

This would be my fangirl section of this entry...
I was up last night with LUCID_ACOLYTE and DONNAHAE watching some SUJU videos. we like stayed up all night watching them. but before that during dinner we watched the SUPERSHOW DVD and the crotch talk came in...

hahaha... Leather pants is always Love. But why when Leeteuk wears them there's like no bulge or whatsoever. haha..~!
after that they insisted that he does have em. lucky for me we watched the MBC every1 idol show and lalalala~ he does have em. haha... He just has to wear white so that it's visible~!


later... I dunno what were we watching but suddenly...

"If you had one question to SUJU what would you ask?" - LUCID_ACOLYTE

i wasn't paying attention but i heard her... hearing is different from LISTENING.
i then uttered coz my eyes was on the television.

"Why is it that only when Leeteuk wears white IT Bulges???" i said not realizing i said it out loud. Good one Oh reeree. you are one heck of a perv. well why not... I even hated that episode because he was such a major super FLIRT on that episode but from that time i saw that I made it my favorite one~ hahaha..

but my real answer to that question would be.
"Park JUNGSU... Can you R*PE Me?

Always Loved