Last October 16 The day after Donghae's birthday. I was just hanging at the House I cannot say that i was chillaxin' but my room is so hot so you can chill there.I was texting Juae (Chai) and we were talking about Teukkie and eunhyuk forgetting Donghae's birthday I even said that Teukkie is a bad hyung and then after hours of texting chai and bashing teukkie of his actions i suddenly realized and remembered that I forgot my bestfriend's birthday... I Forgot Megan's birthday and i remembered it 4 days later.

Until know i still feel guilty about it. How can i forget my bestfriends birthday. I texted her immediately and said sorry. But i know I hurt her already. There's nothing i can do. I forgot it and i was a bad friend. but i have my reasons too... I got sick. How can you remember that when you are sick. I even cannot get up from bed that time.

If only Megan knows how I feel.