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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
It's breaking apart @ 12:46 PM

I never imagined that this thing would happen to me. They are breaking apart. I thought others just go through this i never knew the next fates victim was me. How ironic right? I was proud to say that we dont go through this kind of obstacle but BAM~! it just happened.

I am actually thankful that I have friends here. If not then how would i go through it.
I always said that people have different trials for me and my family it was more on the financial side. We are not extravagant and we are not suffering poverty so that's why i though that this kind of problem would not happen. It's either one or the other. GOD are you really testing me? If you are then i am so giving up. Do whatever you want i dont care anymore.

I have been living in the EVIL house... WHY? coz i have no choice. i have been trying to get through it since last year. can you imagine what that evil family can do. Those materialistic and egoistic people who always thought that they are superior than anybody else. Which I cannot take. I cannot stand is their attitude. They keep on comparing their family to anyone elses.

The devilita...
You know what she keeps on doing? she kept on making false news about me. she was really nice before but now is the total opposite. it's as if her attitude has taken a 18o degrees turn. she kept on suggesting for me to leave. honestly i cant wait. i really am looking forward to leaving so you dont have to worry. that house and that blue room, it's all yours for all i care.

The devilito...
hmmm... that person with the fatal superiority complex. he really wants no one to be higher than him. in words and in action. he has this image that you think is really clean but you just have no idea how evil he can get. just evil. he thinks his money can be brought when he dies. well most probably not. He screams like he wants the whole world to know his concerns and he gives importance to money more than people. he's also a hater and a valid homophobic. You're not perfect dude deal with it.

AND chuckie....
He loves to do things and make others pay for the price or the blame for his intentional mistakes.
One time i caught this evil kid rummaging on my personal stuff. WHY? i have no idea really. he's just the worst. there was one time that the devilita let go of such fatally hurting words because of what he did. i took the blame and since that day their eyes and ears are always on me. what am i a prisoner? i'm 23 years old for christ sake. can you just loosen up and leave me alone? and for that kid... get off my business.

when i compare my family to the family of the ebil. it's really different. but do i still have a family? i dont know. and i dont care anymore.

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