Angel wings

Siwon~! My Friend~!

2008-11-15T03:38:00.000-08:00

Siwon My friend~! We just met Siwon's close friend in Robinson's Ermita

The day started when I texted Ekah if we are gonna go to wherever she is gonna go... And well it just started there... we went out to buy medical supplies and Derek was as usual late. We were at D. Jose already when Derek left Bulacan sow heck right. There are lots of stuff to do and lots of tuff to see. after buying Ekah's medical supplies we wend back to Avenida and waited for Derek to arrive.

Derek arrived. He was out because he needs to but a gift for a friend who will be celebrating her debut tomorrow. The three of us were craving for SAMGYUPSAL and decided to go to malate to eat and look for derek's gift. after arguing with derek about what gift to buy and finally he did choose one and paid for it. we kept on teasing him to buy us some food. but who knew that the exciting stuff would happen after that.

We went to Comic Alley coz derek needs to buy something and after that we roamed around some more and after a few minutes of roaming aroung the huge mall we finally got tired. yeah we did get tired. The three of us wanted to sit somewhere but before all that Derek pointed to the applie with a bite. the LOGO of the iMAC center.

we have this habit of checking some stuff online whenever we are in the iMAC center. Ekah and Derek checked out the ipod first since we are all wanting to get the latest 4th Generation model. But i on the other hand went straight to the laptop on the opposite side of the table. There was this one korean guy beside me who was checking his CYWORLD. Derek saw what he was browsing so he also thought of opening some of the SUJU member's Cyworld or mini hompy pages.(talk about having no originality DEREK~!) First we were like confused why the cyworld would not open. The nice Korean dude not to mention tall and sort of handsome even lended us a hand. He read what was written and tried to check what he can do but he was also busy coz he was checking out the latest models of the laptop together with his girlfriend. but he kept staring at what we were checking. First cyworld we opened was jungsu's well he looked at it... then the next one was Heechul's and last was yesung's. when we were opening yesung's cy and returned back to heechul's page he then butted in. "I know that guy." then i like looked at him and like O_o?? "so you know heechul?" I asked. "He replied No. " i asked again. You know jungsu?" then he pointed the picture. there was this handsome guy standing behind Heechul...

"SIWON?"

He then went back to the laptop that they were checking and i said to ekah...

"Ekah! friend xa ni siwon..." and the girl just replied "ANO?" the clueless girl just said not clearly hearing what i said. then after understanding everything we all like cant breathe and hyperventilated and i dunno what happened next but my knees felt like jelly and i cant stand properly.

The guy even opened his cyworld and showed us his pictures with Siwon... I was like O_o~!!!! HOLY SHIT. he wasn't kidding...

then the girl asked what was it about and he mentioned Siwon's name again and again. and we heard the girl say really??? sorry but i still have my rust mandarin handy... the girl asked (Chen de ma?") which means really... if i recall that right. derek then checked the sjuph sites and sjphils sites and the guy was really staring at what we were looking at.

we just walked out of the place when the sales lady was like being mataray and telling us not to do something... *** This part if kinda forgot ***

what was important was i got to remember the best parts and the parts that mattered...

another connection to SUJU hahahaha...
first we had J******* L**
Now we have In MiYOUNG~!

Peter Pan Complex..

2008-11-09T18:47:00.000-08:00

"Every Child Grows Up... Except for One..." - PeterPan Movie
(Make that two... For the moment)

Peter Pan is Teukkie and Teukkie is Peter Pan. He was in love but because he doesn't want to be a man He stayed at Neverland. Wendy on the other hand at first didn't want to be a lady. She just wants to be happy and thus Peter taking her to Neverland where she found happiness but that happiness is not forever coz in the latter part she would need to decide if she wants to be like this forever or go home and grow up. Wendy fell in love with Peter and with that, it was already a sign of her being mature to have those feelings for another person and of the opposite sex.

Neverland is equal to FANDOM. my SUJU fandom that is. I'm happy being there but will it be forever? Will i forever be acting like a child who doesn't want to grow up because i dont wanna leave the love i have for HIM. Yes it's Him. That guy with the dimple who has a very contagious and funny laugh. One day will i choose to grow up too? Will I leave Neverland and Grow up too? That one i do not know for sure but for now i will just enjoys staying at Neverland and be with him and stand by his side.

Captain Hook. He ruins everything... *Insert trollz here*
Yeah... they ruin everything.

I cried a lot of times. I even cried last night (again...) just because joked the Teukkie is already in love. That one i'm not yet ready for.

How GREAT~!

2008-11-08T16:41:00.000-08:00

And yeah... It is another blog...
I admit I'm new here. And i may be a noob here in LJ so i hope you bear with me.

The banner is Generic... It's one of those default ones that you see when you sign up. I know I'm really a hopeless case when it comes to layouts and stuff... so i'm calling out to my sons and daughters who love me so much... (I know you do)

can you guys do something about this? ^__^

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Oh yeah... My LAPTOP just crashed~!
can you just imagine that?! My life is in there. Everything that made me happy was in that Crappy computer. My lemon fics. My suju clips and all the loved perfs since i dunno when~! syetness in the sense that i think i know what had caused the damn thing to crash.
a God damn EFFIN' VIRUS~

So I CURSE you people who make VIRUSES~! you are the VIRUS of this world. My Siwonnie did not do anything to you why did you have to infect him. He was just there being a very reliable laptop and you ruined it~ yeah you ruined it~
YOU RUINED MY HAPPINESS~!

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This would be my fangirl section of this entry...
I was up last night with LUCID_ACOLYTE and DONNAHAE watching some SUJU videos. we like stayed up all night watching them. but before that during dinner we watched the SUPERSHOW DVD and the crotch talk came in...

hahaha... Leather pants is always Love. But why when Leeteuk wears them there's like no bulge or whatsoever. haha..~!
after that they insisted that he does have em. lucky for me we watched the MBC every1 idol show and lalalala~ he does have em. haha... He just has to wear white so that it's visible~!

later... I dunno what were we watching but suddenly...

"If you had one question to SUJU what would you ask?" - LUCID_ACOLYTE

i wasn't paying attention but i heard her... hearing is different from LISTENING.
i then uttered coz my eyes was on the television.

"Why is it that only when Leeteuk wears white IT Bulges???" i said not realizing i said it out loud. Good one Oh reeree. you are one heck of a perv. well why not... I even hated that episode because he was such a major super FLIRT on that episode but from that time i saw that I made it my favorite one~ hahaha..

but my real answer to that question would be.
"Park JUNGSU... Can you R*PE Me?

I feel so guilty... I have been a bad friend

2008-10-25T21:29:00.000-07:00

Last October 16 The day after Donghae's birthday. I was just hanging at the House I cannot say that i was chillaxin' but my room is so hot so you can chill there.I was texting Juae (Chai) and we were talking about Teukkie and eunhyuk forgetting Donghae's birthday I even said that Teukkie is a bad hyung and then after hours of texting chai and bashing teukkie of his actions i suddenly realized and remembered that I forgot my bestfriend's birthday... I Forgot Megan's birthday and i remembered it 4 days later.

Until know i still feel guilty about it. How can i forget my bestfriends birthday. I texted her immediately and said sorry. But i know I hurt her already. There's nothing i can do. I forgot it and i was a bad friend. but i have my reasons too... I got sick. How can you remember that when you are sick. I even cannot get up from bed that time.

If only Megan knows how I feel.

GROW UP CHICHIBU~

2008-10-05T20:23:00.000-07:00

Since three days ako di naka pag online etoh ang nangyari sa weekend that my mum and dad are here...

It was my sister's graduation from Lasalle and my mom and dad arrived for the ceremony last Saturday. They arrived friday at 11.30 am. since 12.30 ang out ko sa office. I did not pick them up at the airport. I just met up with them sa Guevent. I arrived there and wala pa sila dun. Yung andun lang ang Tita ko and my cousin si Ate Janet. Then dumating na rin sila. after nun Si casey naman yung dumating with her team mate. Si Tessa... One of the fastest swimmers ng lasalle. ayun nagulat ako dahil may naghatid sa kanila. Si daddy martin ng kapatid ko... actually crush ko yung martin na yun.. kaya when i went down to say thank you sa naghatid sa kapatid ko nagulat ako nung nakita ko na yun yung naghatid sa kanila.... syet at nagpa cute naman si Jiyoon... (Sorry Teukkie) ayun bumalik kami sa taas tapos kumain sila. the plan was meet up with everyone. like a mini family reunion kasi naman ang dad ko hindi na naka uwi ng manila for a long time. si mum ko naman 15 years so everybody has to meet ayt? ayun pumunta kami sa Valleverde dun sa clubhouse nila. sa coffeeshop dun and bonded a little. usa-usap and stuff...

tapos nung dumating na sa point na kung saan silla mommy matutulog i knew the original plan was for them to stay sa ebil house. pero i just need to hinder that dahil ayoko silang ihatid dun~ as in ayoko. bahala na ano mangyari basta ayaw ko maghatid dun. so i offered mag hotel na lang sila ako magbabayad. (parang ang dami kong pera ah) basta ayoko lang na dun sila matulog kela sarah. ayun so we ended up checking them in sa Mabuhay manor malapit sa heritage hotel. sa Pasay. ayun i slept sa hotel nung friday night.

nagising kami then ate sa cafe nung hotel since may breakfast buffet naman then my mum and dad headed for PICC para sa ceremony and ako naman since planado na yung DIVI trip sama ako sa DIVI trip to buy the shirts for the T-shirt project~!

nung natapos na yung divi trip nagtanong ako kela mommy and they are at MOA. gusto ko pumunta pero pag magkikita sila ng kapatid nya na si sarah wag na lang. sabi ng dad ko punta ao then leave ako pag 5 na kasi they will meet them at 5pm. ako naman ang hassle nun kasi makikita ko pa rin sila. so i decided tambay na lang sa bahay nila DONNA with MAY, kafats EKAH and DEREK. until hindi na sila magkasama ni sarah and the rest of her ebil family.

tapos ayun... masaya tumambay kela donna. nanood kami ng movies.. POPstar the one with aaron carter. tapos nung umalis na sila derek at ekah. nanuod kami nila May at Donna ng mga cuts nung super show at nag iyakan. sisihin nyo ang marry U (at sinisisi ko si teukkie pinaiyak nya nanaman ako) ayun nung 11 nah yata yun sabi ng dad ko nasa poolside sila so i can stay daw sa kwarto. ayun i went home na sa hotel. then bigla ba naman sinabi ng dad ko na pumunta sila dun sa kwarto. si i was supposed to go sa pool na lang muna just incase magtagal sila sarah sa kwarto. tapos timing ba naman nandun sila sa entrance nung hotel pagdating ko. Leche~! ayun i exted the cab the other door yung hindi nila ako makikita and headed inside the hotel without looking back. ayoko talaga makaharap yung ebil pamily. i went straight up sa room tapos wla lang sabi ng mum ko i should have at least said hi. sa akin naman ayoko makipag plastican dun sa babaeng yun. wla lang no comment na ako and went for a warm bath.

the next day.. di pa ko naka tulog ng mabuti ang nanay ko nagyaya mag baclaran may naisip na negosyo. ayun 6 am ginigising na ako. so we went. nag breakfast kami ulet dun sa cafe ng hotel and off we went. pagbalik ng hotel nagligpit to go back sa mandaluyong kasi si kuya jeff ang maghahatid sa mum and dad ko sa airport. tapos sa manda we went to robinsons PIONEER kumain sa mongolian resto dun tapos balik kela tito lambert sa Velleverde pero sa house na not at the clubhouse. usap usap ng konti tapos umalis na kami. then hinatid na namin ang parents ko sa airport. kahit na sandali lang kami nagkasama hindi naman naging masyadong sakit sa ulo ang nanay at tatay ko. my mum understood how i felt towards dun sa kapatid nya...

its uncertain kung ano yung plans nila. i know they are planning to go back here. pero may offer na ang mum ko maging Dean sa isang college of nursing dun sa ILOILO.

naku naman...
and for me.
di ko alam, once we left them sa airport it felt like something is missing.

awwwwww... naku i do miss my mum and dad. but now na graduate na si casey it felt different it felt like it's not gonna be the same. like we need to really grow up and be independent from our parents. ngayon ko lang na feel yun kasi i always act and think like a kid. I guess now i need to GROW UP

2008-09-28T23:45:00.000-07:00

Teukkie is made of landi. I was browsing through yahoo photos and i came across this. can you imagine him wearing a white dress with miyo in his arms. it's undeniably him because of the hot toned arms. but why? is he really teasing me?

Teukkie maawa ka naman
pagkatapos mo ako baliwin nung nagpakita ka ng katawan ngayon naman ganito?
mag dadamit babae ka?
di pala husband ang napakasalan ko
WIFE pala kita~

ang LANDI MO~

* I've fallen in love with you again...*

2008-09-28T16:08:00.000-07:00

Honestly i have missed you~
i really did~

and the song is missing you by trey songz~
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
DONGHAE~

PlAcES.....

2008-09-27T22:50:00.000-07:00

-Passenger seat of a car
-Bathroom
-Livingroom
-Teukkie's room
-public Library
-private pool
-beach side (shore)
-a cave in a deserted island
-elevator

tenen tenen...
good places to be stuck or locked in with a guy you like.

successful UNPLAnNED TRIP

2008-09-27T22:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday...
UAAP swim meet in Trace Aquatic Center.
I planned to go and asked Ekah, Donna, and Derek to come with me.
Ekah was not allowed to go which is sad coz she really wanted to see Enchong in person.

I saw my sister was loved by the Lasalle Tankers
i'm proud of her. even if it's already her last year in lasalle i guess everything that happened to her within the past 3 years and 1 term was the most happiest in her life~!

well the journey started when we left Donna's house and rode an FX up to the SLEX. we got off. got on a bus to alabang and then a van. waaaaaaahhhh... you cant imagine how nervous i was since i never been to Los Banos and i have never taken a trip like that before. like you dont even know the destination but just left.

we survive th trip because of my mouth. asking all the police men we came across for directions.

then we finally arrived at the venue and the event that was being played was actually my sister's event. talk about TIMING~!

Casey was happy i was there. i know even if she did not say that she was.
I'm proud of her.

after he IM event we decided to go home since it was already dark and getting late.
i wish i could still watch her events today.

that's all...

will be back in teukkie's arms in a while
he's hot. i know this has no connection with the post i just have to blurt that one out~!

TEUKKIE ______________ ME~!!!!!!!

He's a FLIRT but i still LOVE HIM~

2008-09-25T16:48:00.001-07:00

Why are you a flirt?
I really dont know why...
and i wrote about it...

You have been flirting with girls on that specific show. and I get irritated. I do for real.
I had this dream that we went out of a bar one night. I was wearing a short skirt and a tank top and you were wearing this simple walking shorts a white shirt and all the girls envied me and same with the guys who saw who you were with.

we walked out to the car and you asked if i wanted to go home. I said no... It's too early.. then your face turned really excited and we drove to i dont know where... but it was a beautiful sight.

You stopped at a cliff overlooking the city with the city lights twinkling like stars from afar. I stepped out of the car at awe with the sight. You then hugged me and i gave you a peck on the cheek and thanked you.

You said you love me and then i just smile. you asked why i did not reply but instead i joked.
I said you stop being a flirt or i will love Siwon instead.

You then questioned me. Why him? why siwon?

i replied i loved him first before i loved you.

You said that's not true. you may have liked him first but you have loved me all this time. you just realized it later...

I really think what he said was true. But it was fun making him think that i'm gonna leave him for his friend.

He then asked what the heck did I like about Siwon and not him. I just replied compared to you Siwon has a very hot body.

He then laughed and said "Oh really?" He took of his white shirt exposing his chest that i loved so much even if he was skinny and compared to Siwon??? you know what i mean.

Then I smiled cheekily and he pulled me closer and hugged me tight. I was just making him feel a bit insecure..
He then asked... Now what do you think... I just said i love him...

then a cold brush of wind came and he shivered a little.

"COld isn't it?" I asked. He then grabbed his shirt and wore it again.

I miss the days when they were still cute~

2008-09-17T09:47:00.000-07:00

FT Island is back in Korea to promote their new album. But wait have you seen the difference? They are not Cute anymore. They are even far from looking like what they used to be. They were really a cute bunch but now... They look different... They look like japanese wannabe's. The album also sounds boring. I dunno why... Before when there's no activities for suju we turn our attentions to FTISLAND... now i dont think so...
They all looks so thin. like how japanese guys look.

My love for you....

2008-09-15T11:21:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrLseXvV0aI

I am brought to tears watching the rehearsal of the song that made me fall in love with you. why do i feel this way towards a guy who is miles away and could never be mine. The only way for me to see him is through a rectangular screen and with that I am contented. But until when? until when will i be contented of just watching you on downloaded video clips?

I have seen you cry countless times. And with your tears you brought me tears. I would always scream your name when i feel happy, sad or any emotion known to man. Why you? and why do you have to be that star that i can only look and and never touch? are you even human? are you real? I remember that time I first saw you. I mean see you as someone that i would like. It was a HaengBok performance. That performance was really memorable. Coz i fell in love with you on my birthday. Yes it was my birthday.

I hope this feeling for you will last forever. I mean I am happy with you. I hate it when they bash you. I hate it when they make you cry. I just hate it. You dont deserve that. you deserve to be loved and appreciated.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_c-MXMDx_A&feature=related
You work so hard. You work seriously that others dont exactly see. what they just see is the dorky and goofy side. The one who always laugh and smiles. BUt they never saw your serious side. You are often misunderstood. But i understand you totally. I love you

I fell in a hole and i cant go back up. they said that love is like that... but what do you think Oppa. Did i fall in a very deep shit hole now?

You will always be my Panda... That huggable cute cuddly panda bear. I'll never leave your side. I'll be your angel too. Panda angel would always be a match... If i'm the panda then you are my angel...

I love you......

always,

Teukkie's angel... JIYOON~

and finally i saw is IT~

2008-09-10T09:55:00.000-07:00

I capped this one youtube clip: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfaBTGcg0xY&feature=related

well honestly i wasn't expecting to see that but it was there. Truth is i have searched HIGH and LOW for the Sexiest Teukkie picture or Vid clip... but this one.... A nekkid picture~
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh...
Lord my eyes was a virgin from seeing teukkie's body now it's not~
Thank You for not making me see the you know what just right below there. I would not have survive. i might have jumped the building or something.

I though Heechul was the only body i will see and siwon.. the usual strippers. but teukkie?
i never saw this coming. it was a big surprise and i love the surprise~

features soonest? X_x???

2008-09-05T18:53:00.000-07:00

have you ever came across a phrase like "Features soonest?"
haha... that's what i saw in the website of the PHAIL ELF Philippines

and then this...

Running ELF Philippines is an exciting and rewarding venture and is not being taken lightly. We would like to thank all those who have waited patiently for this and we are grateful for the support from other organizations for their participation.

my answer:
what do you mean? there's nothing to wait for anymore. we are united because of your undeniable FAILURE~

COULD THEY BE ANY MORE PHAIL?

2008-09-05T18:46:00.000-07:00

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can you ba anymore PHAIL?
ang labo ng rules nyo.
gumawa kayo ng rules regarding security kasi nabuking kayo dati ng cassPH sa mga pinag gagawa nyo?
XDD
ur just pathertic~

* Tired bummed and lifeless *

2008-09-03T09:21:00.000-07:00

I really dont have any idea now why am i living on this earth.I realized when i was with Wakzzz yesterday that a lot has changed form me since college. And some did stay the same. Wakzzz told me that i'm still like before who always walks around with a notebook but there's no notes in it but a fanfic. well that hasn't changed at all. and even if it was 3 years since we graduated i never changed that. is it me who changed? or the poeple around me who actually changed? coz for me wakzzz was different from what she was before. hmmmmm honestly i didn't even know how to act around her. so conclusion, I did not change it's them who changed~!

The pelvic thrust analysis

2008-08-27T20:49:00.000-07:00

pELVIC THRUSTS~!082708

Just think that this girl as nothing to do when she woke up at 3.45 in the morning before her birthday i have this favorite youtube clip. It's the SEXY MR FISH clip. it's the compilation of Donghae's PElvic thrust. Honestly i still think that he has the perfect pelvic thrust in super junior. nothing would change... and what i did to evealuate these hot pelvic thrust action. I reviewed all my DOnt don performances and of course it is inevitable i would be looking at their crotch area~! whapack~! haha... i'm not even thinking pervie thoughts it's just amazing how these thirteen guys can execute it well.. where can you see a group who has executed the perfect pelvic thrust and can even innovate the pelvic thrust everytime they have new performances~! so...
Here are my observations!

Donghae's Pelvic thrust is just superb. as i have said earlier he has the perfect execution of thepelvic thrust~! It's just flawless. And i agree donghae is the UBER SEXY MR FISHIE~!

Siwon's pelvic thrust on the other hand is a gentleman's pelvic thrust~! slowly but surely~! and he is shy in doing it if it's not part of the performance.. so you can call it eithr the shy pelvic thrust or the gentlemans pelvic thrust...hhahah...

How about Leeteuk's? well for Eeteuk Oppa. He has the fastest. There is a GIF of his pelvic thrust on our Forum Chatbox and he does it fast. and i mean fast forward fast. on the sext mr fish clip there were parts there that was on slow motion and if you would really look at it closely you will notice donghae in front and leeteuk on the back. leeteuk already has dne two thrust while donghae did one~! so talk about fast thrusting? Teukkie can do that~!

Sungmin on the other hand even if he does the fierce pelvic thrust he does his cutely... I guess our AEGYO prince has done it again... he is ust the prince of cuteness! waaahhhh... SO this means the minnie has the cute pelvic thrust~!

Hankyung also has a fast pelvic thrust but he cannot beat ow fast teukkie can do it~~! haha.. so teukkie is still the record holder among suju members to have the fastest pelvic thrust.

Heechul has the fun pelvic thrust~! coz he does it for fun and you will see that he is having fun coz he would normally ask siwon to join him do it~! haha.. doing the pelvic thrust then the world famous heechul smirk after~! such a hot thing to see.

eunhyuk's pelvic thrust... hmm..let's say it's the dancer's pelvic thrust... why? when he does it its precise. it's really choreographed. but i know his pelvic thrust would make derek go scream~! hahaha...

for kangin's pelvic thrust. I thought this guy would have a very fierce pelvic thrust but just like siwon he has a gentle one~! hahaha...

for kibum's pelvic trust~! i prefer his U pelvc thrusts~! he looks good doing it~! just like his killer smile~!

for shindong?? sorry i have no comment since i never saw him do it~!

ryeowook's pelvic thrust~! well here's what i have to say.. not a rape worthy one. it's like akid doing a pelvic thrust~ he's such a baby~!

yesung.. I haven't seen it~! sorry~

and let's not forget our baby kyuhyun's superb pelvic thrust. who said that the baby cannot do it. he may look awkward in dancing before during the U days but now? it's a totally different story. have you seen his pelvic thrust for the man in love (Galjeung) perfs??? i really have never exected that from him before but now even he is tha baby of suju he makes me go waaaaaaahhh~! when i watch him do his thing on galjeung perfs.

ANOTHER DAY AT THE..... HOUSE~!!!

2008-08-27T20:46:00.001-07:00

Another day at the hell house~! 082708

i really dont know what to write well i should have written entries about it a long time ago. but i just started now. when i am leaving soon. oh well..

they dont have to worry i wont be stayng here for long and i swear i will never ever even dare to go back~!
i swear it until my nails go blue~! oh wait they are already blue~! what the heck am i talking about.

Today i didn't go o work because i was not feeling well. and yes i hope just did~! i stayed home coz i though that she would not sleep in the room. so there i was in deep slumber when suddenly the door opened and she watche TV like there was only her in the room. she had the volume up once again without a care in the world. talking about doing it intentionally~!
then i woke up early in the morning already at aroung 3.45 am i went down and ate coz nobody even bothered to ask me if i wanna eat dinner that night. then i went back up. ididn;t make any noise at all i just turned on the dim ligts coz im gonna get something. well she just said i was inconsiderate that i just turned on the lights just like that~! well how many times have you done that to me you bitch?! i know i should not be caling her like that but i'm also pissed. let me tell you I am full to the brim of being mad and disgust of their attitude. how many time ave you done that when i needed sleep huh? that is why i prefer to live somewhere else where i can rest whenever i want and do whatever i want. if you are irritated of me then im fine with it. heck i dont care.

and imagine this it is even the day before my birthday and you do this~! haha... let me tell you this i will never spend my birthday here~! NEVER~!

although you are more capable than others. remember all of this, you can never take them when you die~ I hope you mind that.

omma,

and to my mom~ dont even bother greeting me happy birthday. coz this year i will never be happy n the situation i am in~! i dont know why you dont care. you really have no idea. or you just pretend that i am fine under your dongsaeng's wing when i am not.. i really am not. if only i am capable of recording every convo i had with the witch i would have done it so that you can listen to it. listen how evil she can get. I even cried to you on the phone. you know how hard it is for problems to make me cry but you didn;t even take that. are you really my mom?

ahjumma,

you will never gain back the respect i had for you before~! never~! even if they say time will make me forget and heal the wounds you ave caused... Not this time and not me~ you will never get that back i swear. and after i leave you oh so extravagant house. trust me you will never ever see me again. i'll never set foot in your house as long as i live. i hope your conscience bugs you until i dunno~ i may not have answered you back but dont wait for it. i respected you ever since but you taugt me how not to respect you. you are the one who instilled that to me so dont blame me~ blame yourself.

Dongsaeng JNGP,
I dont get why you can be nice sometimes and sometimes be oh so cruel~ iam not sure if you are being instructed to do such evil stuff or whut~ but whateve good luck~ i hope you get good friends.

Dongsaeng,

i cannot take the aggravation they are giving me here. i know you are living like princess getting all the things you want in every whim. so you just take my sacrifices for granted. i hope one day you wake up and find that i am not there anymore. honestly once the parentals decide to transfer here in manila trust me you will never find me here. even if you try.

edit--

now i know why they are acting so strangely. my panda journal is missing~! i mah give it to eeteuk oppa and it is missing~! galing~! so that is why i caught that kid snooping around my stuff when he didnt expect me to be home early. so i dont care. at least they know that is what i think of em~!

and yet another one of em PHAIL~!!

2008-08-23T15:23:00.000-07:00

i dont know why but what kibum is doing on the SUJU movie ATTACK ON THE PIN-UP BOYS actually is fun. I never thought bashing people because of their mistakes in grammar can be worth my mind off my own problems. I know like Kibum i will move on and stop this but oh well. I will enjoy it while it lasts.

PLEASE refer to this post.

OK so lets start this to be over and done with.

I dunno how old this kid is but the grammar sucks. I know that I am not perfect but i just wanna do it okay. let's just say I am this English teacher and I need to correct this student. Alright then~

Heechul's TV series "Golden Bride" can now be seen in TV 5 (channel 21) in the Philippines. It will start at 7:30 pm every saturday. Don't worry you can still saw it even your tv is not cabled..

- Ok so Heenim's TV series can be seen on channel 5 which is formerly ABC5 Now TV5. The show startes at 7:30 PM every Saturday.here's where it gets funny... Don't worry you can still saw? or should it be "see" it even if your tv is not cable. SHouldn't it be...

You can still see it even if your tv DOES NOT HAVE CABLE~!

OH THERE YOU GO. HEHEHE... correction for first paragraph DONE~!

Ommo! i was really shock to see Heechul in tv since we have no arirang..and i was so happy to watch his movie. Actually i already watch Golden Bride in the internet but i want to watch it again on tv. ELF Philippines will surely can see Heechul now in one of the Philippine channel.

- there she goes again with her subject verb agreement she really dont know how to use the correct tenses for her words." I was really shock" you used was so it should be SHOCKED. kasi past tense xa. anu ba naman yun. and to see Heechul in TV again it should be" on TV." and as you have said earlier it is a television series but how come right now it is a movie? tenen tenen tenen... there's no ELF Philippines girl~! if you wanna join those losers who made up false rumors you are free to do so. since they PHAiL in english too...

ENGLISH TEACHER OVER AND OUT.
I was an english teacher for koreans before So I am a teacher. Planning to teach koreans again now~! more money more happy i guess... need the money to buy lots of SUJU stuff.. haha.. and for korea next year~! tenen tenen tenen

24 hours: No sleep~!

2008-08-23T02:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I arrived late for work. I was 8 minutes late to be exact. well nothing was affected of that anywayz. i was just late and took calls for the entire 8 hours. So that means no Pethics mode for me~! sigh~ after calls we straightly got out of the production floor but saw vacant seats on the row for personal internet access near the entrance of the office. i stayed for an hour i guess and talked to SOOJIN and JUAE both my sworn sisters. I love em both. so there. I promised that once i got home i'll be online so that i can talk to both of em, I even hurried home, took the fastest route. I was glad to see that the Ford explorer was out but to my dismay the happiness that was brought be the car being not there was actually an exchange deal of fate. I waited outside the house banging the door so that someone will open. unfortunately no one answered. I was able to come in the house when they arrived. so what's the point i should have come home later. oh well...

i missed talking to soojin and juae. i mean really. it has been a long time since i was able to chat with them for that long. soojin even stayed up late just to bond with me.wow malamig na hangin matutulog na ako

gud mornyt philippines

good mornight blog...

oh yeah before i go... I have discovered what is the specific happy thought that peterpan has so that he can fly.

WIth park Jungsu as peterpan the happy thought would definitely what he sees in the magazines. (You know what i mean) then because of that happy thought he can fly. tenen tenen tenen...

how about mario who turns into a raccoon who also can fly? he must have this happy thought too~!

but why is the monkey who we think is sufficient of the happy thought on his PSP not able to fly? is it because the monkey dont have wings? but peterpan dont have wings and so does the raccoon but howcome they can fly... here's my answer to that question.

The happy thoughts (Yadong)that monkey has in his PSP is insufficient he needs to have loads and loads of em before he can fly... that is his frustration. That is also the reason why he is addicted to getting the perfect happy thought because he's trying so hard so that he finally can fly with peterpan(Jungsu) and Mario(Kangin)...

so think of happy thoughts you will be able to fly.

tenen~ tenen~ tenen~!!!!

* It's official: Broken *

2008-08-15T03:16:00.000-07:00

It's official i belong with the broken now.
I have been waiting for them to fix it. but they didn't.
why? they should have fixed it. it's just unreasonable and WTF~! i dont care anymore.
Appa said he's planning to go here in manila to find a job. apparently he resigned from his current work because of what happened. Knowing Omma she really knows how to make a scene.
That's why i am not in favor of her hanging out in the office. she's easily pursuaded with blabs of other people. heck~! i hate her~! I hate my omma. I'm not gonna hush it in here. at least here i can pour it all out. i may not tell everyone about this but there are a chosen few who knew about my situation.

Omma,
Why? You really thought you are gonna get away from it that easily dont you? you said before that once casey had graduated you are ready to leave... have you planned this for the longest time? dont you worry if you cut ties i will also cut ties with you. dont expect me to acknowledge you. after all you have never tried listening to what i gotta say. NEVER~! you always tend to listen to others instead of listening to me too... it's just not fair~! and i guess you did it with dad as well... maybe we were not important to you.

Appa,
I know its hard but we will make it. Although she has decided to leave us. I will not leave you. unless i decide to go to korea of course. ^__^. but ofcourse if you can fix it why not.but as they say it's not gonna be like it's brand new. but i hope we can bear with it. a lot of people have different veiws on this, some suggest it's better to separate? some say to try to fix it... me i dont know anymore.

dongsaeng~!
Yah~! do you even know about this? you may be clueless of what is happening coz they keep on saying that they are fine. well they are not. i dont know what you are gonna do about this but i dont care anymore.

ME??? on TV???

2008-08-14T05:35:00.000-07:00

Jenny told me i was on tv~!
woot~!
arirang showed me, Ekah and AG.
the part where we were singing miracle~!

I havent seen it yet but i will bukas~!
weeeeee....

It's breaking apart

2008-08-13T12:46:00.000-07:00

I never imagined that this thing would happen to me. They are breaking apart. I thought others just go through this i never knew the next fates victim was me. How ironic right? I was proud to say that we dont go through this kind of obstacle but BAM~! it just happened.

I am actually thankful that I have friends here. If not then how would i go through it.
I always said that people have different trials for me and my family it was more on the financial side. We are not extravagant and we are not suffering poverty so that's why i though that this kind of problem would not happen. It's either one or the other. GOD are you really testing me? If you are then i am so giving up. Do whatever you want i dont care anymore.

I have been living in the EVIL house... WHY? coz i have no choice. i have been trying to get through it since last year. can you imagine what that evil family can do. Those materialistic and egoistic people who always thought that they are superior than anybody else. Which I cannot take. I cannot stand is their attitude. They keep on comparing their family to anyone elses.

The devilita...
You know what she keeps on doing? she kept on making false news about me. she was really nice before but now is the total opposite. it's as if her attitude has taken a 18o degrees turn. she kept on suggesting for me to leave. honestly i cant wait. i really am looking forward to leaving so you dont have to worry. that house and that blue room, it's all yours for all i care.

The devilito...
hmmm... that person with the fatal superiority complex. he really wants no one to be higher than him. in words and in action. he has this image that you think is really clean but you just have no idea how evil he can get. just evil. he thinks his money can be brought when he dies. well most probably not. He screams like he wants the whole world to know his concerns and he gives importance to money more than people. he's also a hater and a valid homophobic. You're not perfect dude deal with it.

AND chuckie....
He loves to do things and make others pay for the price or the blame for his intentional mistakes.
One time i caught this evil kid rummaging on my personal stuff. WHY? i have no idea really. he's just the worst. there was one time that the devilita let go of such fatally hurting words because of what he did. i took the blame and since that day their eyes and ears are always on me. what am i a prisoner? i'm 23 years old for christ sake. can you just loosen up and leave me alone? and for that kid... get off my business.

when i compare my family to the family of the ebil. it's really different. but do i still have a family? i dont know. and i dont care anymore.